i quit drinking for 3 days. and i had dreams for the first time in a while. i didn’t like them.

but the most notable one was that i saw my last girl friend’s family and tried to be polite and say hello, and they acted like i wasn’t there and didn’t exist. which has happened once in real life.

i thought i’d be with her forever, which i guess was fucking silly.

her mom was a whore. and i guess it’s good that i’m not with her, because she’s going to be just like her mom. she’s on the path leading her there. so, i avoided a future divorce because of a future whore of a wife.

and who i have now is way better. she suits me better and treats me better.

gah. just, whatever. fuck fuck fuck.

fuck that bitch.

i broke my 3 days of not drinking today.